| lookin for the right girl |
[28 May 2006|02:22pm] |
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its on lol well ur askin what rite? well lately evryone has been "hookin up" and its been a long ass time since i have! lol and u know senior year is comin up and im lookin for the right person to enjoy it wit so i am goin on a couple of dates to see if i can find that girl so if u wanna join hit me up, its a date
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| my life on hold |
[03 May 2006|06:19pm] |
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well it has been a couple of days since that incident happened and well yea im still insecure about walking anywhere but i realized that i cant jus sit here and be depressed cuz notin is gunna happen. THis is something that i can only grow from and jus do not let it overwhelm me. I decided that i am going to interssesion even though i really dont wanna but i aint gunna push my education aside cause of this all i know is i aint evr walking round here again! So yea i jus wanna say again i luv ya all seriously thanx for ur support and ardies thanx for bein there like literally lol see u guys on friday!
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| READ! PLS |
[02 May 2006|06:03pm] |
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Yesterday was the worst day i have ever had in my life seriously it was and because of it i think im going to be forever tromotized. I know you are probably thinking what is he whining about now but i have a reason. Lets start from scratch me and Josue (friend) started to walk to my other frends house (ARdie) and evryone else went to yvettes! so we stopped at jack, ate and beagn our walk. We go down sepulveda and pass rayen.... Two guys block the sidewalk and then ask for our ipods! yes and they were the stereotypical gangster guys. The biggest guy grabs josue while the smaller one approaches me I turn and run yelling to the top of my lungs i ran across the street! I hear josue Scream and alli think is they hurt him i see him run so run. We finally meet up at parthenia and we are all dazed. I look at josue and i notice he is covering his lip and then he shows me his cut, his lip was ripped in the inside! He decide to run t ardies house and so we do exactly a block and a half away from her house two totally diffrent guys pop out from no where and ask for our shit! i could not believ it me and josue run in opposite directions, i yet again hear him scream and i think oh my god! I see a cop car i yell at them. They let me in and we go down the street i see josue and he is fine. I was so shakin up i was cryin and shit. We decided to file a report and after we went to ardies house. There we like totally panicked and we went home right after. My fingers are shaking as i type this i have decided im staying inside my house for tis week cause i am soo messed up right now, seriosly last night i had nightmares of what happened so do me a favor and jus dont bug me for a while thank you guys so much i luv u all seriousy i do!
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| depression is a bitch |
[19 Apr 2006|09:10pm] |
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OKay here i go on my emo trip u guys we are almost done with school seriously and it scares the hell outta me! Like thinking of college and such has gotten me depressed. Like i am happy for all my frends because they such high hopes and me im lookin into CSUN whilke that is their last resort! it jus makes me feel like damn i am a failure. And when i think bout all of this i jus begin to get so depressed to the point i think death is better then living i dunno what has gotten into me lately i jus do not even wanna bother what is the point of living any way? i swear i am like so close to jus...
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[19 Apr 2006|08:59pm] |
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nd lets jus say i have been thinking of doing certain things. well i have to go cause a slut named marla is making me ! lol
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| Wrap up |
[15 Apr 2006|01:37pm] |
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Procrastination!!!! ahhh i have like two days left for some big ass project and i have not done nething! imma freakin kill myself. Well neways you guys skool is almost finished and wrappin up its been ok soo i have notin to say so bye
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| the memoires of a slut |
[06 Apr 2006|01:11pm] |
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Today hmm where do i start hmm... I am an unstable person as we speak honestly i have never been so messed up in my head as i am now! I dont have my ipod anymore, my pc, jus everything. I just realized i have no where i dont belng any where my dad kicked me out of his house and my mom is on the verge of doing the same. I can not live another day under that house because if i do all i know is that shit is gunna happen like it did yesterday and now the entire world knoes! It is soo embarassing to know that my frends no what i did. I do not feel like i wanna say what i did it honestly is embarassing and i can not beleive i did it... lets just say im messed up.
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[31 Mar 2006|06:21pm] |
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My week has been very intricate, from protests, to me getting sick, and all the way to signing up for SAT's. Today most of all was the weirdest day i have ever had, i was not me! It was as if i was not here my body was here but my mind wasn't at all, it went to far to the point my frend asked me if i was ok. I have know idea what happened to me ...
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The memoires of a slut
WoW!!!
Well it has been all over the news, you know that bill that the government is trying to pass that will minimize immigration, and somewhat totally diminish it. AT skool everyone went crazy, it was the first time I ever witnessed something like that. I found it somewhat unessecary ( i know i spelled it wrong ) You knwo to think about it how many of those protesting teens actually care about that law? How many of them just wanted to revolt? After further reflection I did realize how much we were all justifying the fact that we are irresponsible. I dont know I am just glad i did not do anything. It also is sad that I do not really care about this law, considering I am an immigrant, now citizen. if that law was passed so many years ago I most likely would not be here. I need to regain my culture and heritage, I am hispanic and all, and yet unable to hold a hispanic conversation. I think I am having a personal fight I really do not know, but what ever...
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| "Bad Luck" |
[26 Mar 2006|12:12am] |
- the memoires of a slut
Where to start, hmm well as a whole this week has sucked major ass! no joke, seriously i have had the worst luck evr. And today was just a trip. From the mronin to this very second. I went from relaxin at starbucks to shiting bricks then to sleep'n lol. One thing i can say is that it was an adventure i had fun cmon how couldnt i with my crazy ass frends with me lol
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| this is ardie |
[18 Mar 2006|09:00pm] |
jean. i'm trying to fix up ur lj here. but tell me what you want buddy. you better check this. and learn.
♥Dee
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